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2007-03-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

hi guys!! i'm back again..
okae.. i noe i hv been saying this for thousands of time but i seriously hv completely no time to post.. ok.. maybe i promise i post every once a week.. hahas.. if i break it, um.. come punish me.. i take ani form of punishments..
aniwae.. gotten back CT results and i was lyk one word - flunk..
nv score dat bad before.. i guess i hv to work even harder.. moreover i am in dat class.. carn afford to slack.. (oh gosh.. y did i even went to dat class??) ppl dere sre 1000 times clever den me.. sometimes i even wondered wadd m i doing dere.. maybe i was in the wrong class.. lols..
15 more daes to syf.. stress stress stress.. muz buck up liaos.. i believe we can get good results de.. although everydae hv to stay back for sectionals (which is tiring) but nvm.. its worth it.. juniors, jiayous.. dun be distracted n stay happy always..
troubled by three major problems now... one is rachel n wei jie de prob.. the other two i will not mention.. i juz hope this probs will go away asap.. rachel, juz to tell u.. dun feel troubled animore.. do wadd u think is right and wadd will make u and him happy in the end.. i dun wish to c u thinking bout this matter all day.. no matter what, u will always hv my support.. buck up and smile always kaes?? love ya 4eva... =p

love u guys 4eva too..

2007-02-18T18:05:00.000+08:00

oh yay!!
i again didn't post for a long time..
no time sia..
pai seh arhs..
hahas..

hahas.. todae is chinese new yr..
gong xi fa cai to everybdy!!
wish you all a happie new yr..
may all ur wishes come thru n hope u all get many many ang pow.. =)

argh.. dun noe wadd to do with all the ang pow money..
spend it?? or save it??
i think better save it..
for rainy days you noe..

oh ya..
2 plus more mths to SYF..
we muz buck up..
i am sure we can get a gold!!
band, jiayouss!!!
put away all grudges or complain n juz work hard!!
its time to FOCUS!!

aniwae, i gtg..
have to collect more ang pows.. (*hehe)
burbur!! =P

2007-01-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

hii.. it has been a long time since i last posted.. sorri ar.. cos this few mths quite buzy.. preparing for the new year.. sec 3 quite stressful.. but i muz jiayous!! basya!! aja!!

todae had been a depressing day for me.. all started when i came to sch this morning n denise told me sth dat made me depressed for the whole day.. she sae dat came early to sch todae n was doing her hwk when she saw him walking past our classroom.. so she wondered y cos he dun normally walk past dere.. denshe saw him cuming in n gave jiayun sth.. books i guess.. den denise she they talked n laughed.. n i did not expected dat.. den i heard more things which i dun wish to sae.. worst still, when i got home, marshall told me he saw him n jiayun walking together.. i was like "spare me.." wadd can i do?? nothing..

aniwae, i still feel depressd now.. n sorri to those who i somewhat didn't bother todae cos yahh.. i depressed (said this for the millionth times).. aniwae, you'll all be blessed(pupadosikohyeayou)!!

2006-11-23T00:33:00.000+08:00

gosh.. todae after band went to buy some clothes with grandma n aunt.. we shopped for bout a few hours before we finally bought 3 sets of clothes.. it was quite nice.. n quite ex too.. becos i had to attend a wedding dinner (again..).. aniwae, thx ah ma n niang for forking out their time to shop with me.. : )
tmr is our sch the open house.. we were supposed to perform four songs (pops in the spots, disco lives, that thing you do n i will follow him).. juz hope that our performance could attracted students to join our sch n join band too.. hahas..
okae.. i too tired.. gtg..

2006-11-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

okie, i'm back..
this two mth must have been my bad luck mths.. my pitiful hands were hurt again and again.. first, is i burned my hand by the pot and some sort of frying thing while helping mummie to cook.. den is i again burned my hand by a hot kettle while taking something.. den todae is i want to close the door but i didn't realise my hand was dere and ... u guys noe wadd happen.. previously, my fingers were dislocated while playing basketball.. god, y make my hands suffer so much?? aniwae, they have recovered.. hahas.. so no worries.. the onli thing is dat my hand still hurts frm that hard BANG the door gave.. okae.. not dat kua zhang..
i guess the holidaes have been a good news for everyone (esp. students.. hahas).. but i wonder how u guys have been "enjoying" ur holidaes.. siian may be the answer.. cos dats wadd i m feeling rite now... it is quite bored.. onli if sumone ask me out...

2006-11-08T00:49:00.000+08:00

it's 12.42 am now n i m finally connected..
my com lag sia..
carn help it..
aniwae, i wanted to talk bout last sun d bbq.. it was real boring.. but luckily yahan n lih ting came.. they realli liven the whole bbq.. my whole class i think not even half the class came.. worst still the star did not came.. it was meant to be a farewell party for him but he did not came.. so when yahan n lih ting came, we went to rent roller blades (actualli onli yahan n lih ting rent).. yahan den taught lih ting how to blade as she did not noe how to.. it was funny as when lih ting fell, all of us went to held onto her n she was "saved".. n she said she no nid to be afraid as she had mani bodyguards.. den we went to buy some fireworks.. lih ting knew the owner n he gave us a discount (actualli onli 50¢.. hahas..).. so we went back to the bbq pit to have some food as some of us were hungry esp. albert... afetr eating, we went to the playground to play.. emm.. may consider to find our childhood memories back.. hahas.. we also lighted our fireworks dere.. finally, i think we played until 9 plus den felt like going home.. lih ting, yahan, michelle, rachel n wei jie da wo de "shun feng che".. the six of us squeezed at the back of the car n it was like.. one word.. hot!! lih ting sae it felt like we were in the sauna.. hahas.. but the most funny part is dat the neighbouring ppl in their cars were looking at us.. their eyes were telling us "wahh.. so many ppl ar.." it was real squeeze but we st on each other legs so as to have place to squueze in six ppl..
so dats was the end of the bbq party..

2006-11-04T00:43:00.001+08:00

okaes.. now i have upload d mv dere.. enjoy!! but dun be too attracted.. hahas..

2006-11-03T00:45:00.000+08:00

argh... i'm so so so bored.. dere's nth to do now.. siians...
now watch fei lun hai de "zhi dui ni you gan jue".. its super nice!! they are veri veri d HANDSOME!! especially jiro n arron... ahhhh... hehe.. but they realli veri handsome n the songs r nice... hahas.. taiwan too mani handsome guys liaos.. so sadd s'pore dun have.. hahas.. aniwae, highly recommended by pAmElA to buy their cd.. : )

2006-11-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

hiies folks!!
todae is the first dae of nov!!
hahas!!
let's celebrate!!
okae..
i'm lame.. dotss...

todae got band prac n it was like "isiz a band prac??"... sec 3 seniors were not dere as they have to study so left the sec 1 n sec 2.. so we were self practicing for full 3 hrs.. =.=
geez.. 3 hrs... woodwinds stayed in the music room n the brass went to the basement to practise.. den after a while, rowena came in and she was walking in a funny way so i asked her wadd's wrong n she sae she was having a hard time practising.. den i asked her did u practise using ur leg?? hahas.. it was funny...

haiis.. d SYF is coming and r we prepared?? mrs neo wanted us to get gold plus honour as she sae the choir had gotten it.. wth.. stress sia... gold plus honour lehz... i think we would have to work realli hard for it...

dMn BaNdItS, jIaYoUsS!!!

2006-10-27T12:40:00.000+08:00

yeaterdae we got back our report book and mine was like shit... my level position was like so the back... i think i carn get into pure class next yr... i am realli disappointed with my results... all becos of my 3rd lang.. i failed my 3rd lang... and it is counted in the yr end... and it pulled down my whole thing... i told mummie burt she failed to believe me... n i was scolded.. hais.. i feel like crying... i shld have work even harder... i shld... i think mummie is reali disappointed... but now it is no use crying over split milk... wadd is done cannot be undone...

aniwae, the holidaes are here.. we will not be see each other for 2 mths.. geez.. dats long... i tink i will miss everyone... 2 mths.. wadd can we do in 2 mths?? aniwae, good luck to everyone!!! : p

2006-10-22T00:34:00.000+08:00

gosh... i so damn tired...
juz came back from someone's wedding dinner... it was like so fun cos norm wedding dinner are juz eating and congratulating the bride and groom but this was sure real hyper... the bride and groom went wild and do lots of funny actions... lame games were played as well... hahahas... i had real fun... the groom was handsome and the bride was pretty... it is a perfect couple..

okay.. i am now envying them... wth... okae... there's nth to be envy of...

but seriously, jia yun reali like him.. and jia yun is 100 times better den me... from looks to studies... i sux... i reali sux... there are other gals too.. better than me... wadd am i?? loving someone who doesn't like u is much more difficult than having no one to love you... hais.. i felt like giving u up but it is becos i like you, dat's why i continued... i moved on but u stayed dere like an idoit... u did not moved... u did not... and this is hurting me... it is real hurting me...

2006-10-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

sadd.. todae got back sci n eng results... my sci was not what i expected... felt like i have let down ms fazleen... she took so much of her time to teach me and i got a grade that i dun think will make her happy.. i think next year will be unable to get into 3A or 3B... sci is realli damn stressful... but one thing i can be happie is dat i got 34/50 for my eng.. it is quite good alreadi... i dun ask for more... actualli ish 33 marks but summary i earned one mark.. hahas... jess oso got one mark for the same reason... hahas... u noe wadd?? i practically laughed through the whole "queuing session"... all becos of that yu ke... he reali veri funni... he kept on calling jess den jess dun wanna bother... it was so damn funni lorx... muhahahahas.... den when i got my marks and was bout to leave, raihan called me back... she call me to wait for her... then, he (not yu ke.. is...) was dere... i was like... den raihan and i were talking bout him when she suddenly screamed, "He's so cute!!!".. den we were both laughing so madly and he turned to look at us... and she was so damn excited... hahas... she's cute...

aniwae, i think i have to buck up on my studies... it is getting worst n worst... hais... god, save me!!!!!

2006-10-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

got back our results todae.. so sadd... got quite bad results for history... hmph... denise got A1 for chinese... hmph.. okay larhx... congratulate her... denise, gong xi ni horx... but still remember the "wo shi hui da bai ni de!!!"... i oso not dat bad.. got A1 for maths and geog.. quite gd liaos... hais... so sian.... everytime after exams is sian wan... got nth better to do... somemore todae have to stay back to do the exhibition... so tired lorx... our works were being rejected... amanda's one was chosen.. so sadd... : ( aniwae, carn help it... teacher's decision cannot change... tmr still have to talk to the visitors from other schools... how do u expect me to open my mouth???? veri nervous one lehx... i reali dun noe how to talk sia... nvm... anihow talk oso can.. muhahahas.... okae larhs.. dun talk liaos... gtg... burbur...